And For This Gift I Don't Deserve To Get
I'll Make Damn Sure I'll Earn This
friends
Posted on: Sunday, November 23, 2008
Posted at: 1:13 PM
truth fom my heart.
i am an angry kid at heart. angry at all the unfairness, the stupidity, the bullshit life is putting me through. issues that my friends have that i can relate to. all the friendships that i've had brought me no where, not in terms of being famous or having a name, in a sense that what we have is true. the bonds we forged through our struggles. the fact that we'd have each others back. right now this friendship just doesn't seem sincere. friends come and go. friends who left for fame. friends who left because they dislike you. friends who can't stand you. friends who met better friends. friends who felt they were unappreciated. friends who felt left out. friends who just vanished. it just upsets me and i'm left with the choice of sticking to different groups. friendship between two groups doesn't affect you if one group has issues with the other. it doesn't want you to take sides. instead you are the solution. talk things out. unity. i've got issues too, its just that i don't show it. thats why i'm carefree when i'm out with friends, thats why i let all my anger out at shows. if you got issues don't take it out on your friends. don't take it out on me. cause i can't be fxcking bothered anymore. its fine if you wanna share your problems, talk things out, but don't show your attitude, your anger, towards me and expect me to pity you and walk up to you and ask "is everything all right?" please, my world doesn't revolve around you and so does yours. thats just fxcking self-centered and downright selfish. i guess all these years i may have been taken advantage of, only god knows; if there is even one.
i guess thats all. friends?
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